Full-Blown Agony: A Personal Struggle With the Puzzling Pain of Cluster Headaches
It began on a overcast weekday morning in the autumn of 2016. I was working as a educator, trying to settle a new group of students, when a sudden sensation bloomed behind my right eye. Then came quick stabs, reminiscent of electric shocks. As each class progressed, the discomfort subsided and then returned with greater intensity. Multiple times that day I left a colleague with worksheets and ran to the staff bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I took paracetamol, but the agony remained unbearable.
The headaches returned repeatedly that autumn, and once more in spring, soon forming an annual cycle. The autumn months were the most severe, then February and March. I could predict the pattern: a warning sensation in the shower, early twinges on the train, full-on pain in class by mid-morning. In 2019, a GP finally sent me to a specialist and I was diagnosed with cluster headache disorder.
Cluster headaches typically begin with intense discomfort around one eye that lasts up to several hours.
Approximately 1 in 1000 individuals suffer by the disorder, and males are more often diagnosed. Attacks usually begin with sudden, excruciating pain focused on a single eye that peaks within minutes and continues for up to three hours. Episodes come in clusters, daily or several times a day, and are associated with tearing eyes, drooping eyelids or facial perspiration. There exists an episodic type, which arrives in periodic cycles; some patients have chronic attacks, defined by the absence of long pain-free periods.
What connects patients is the severity. One research paper scored the sensation at 9.7 10, higher than broken bones or other conditions. Another found 64% of cluster patients experienced thoughts of self-harm during bouts; the number fell to four percent when they were not in pain.
Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a long-term sufferer from Wales, isn't surprised. Her attacks began when she was a toddler. “I would hurl myself on the floor and hit my head. That was attributed to being a difficult child,” she says. Her symptoms worsened through her youth. Drinking in her adolescence, like many triggers, made things worse. After having alcohol at her school leaving party, she recalls barely being able to see on the bus home.
Her family often interpreted her episodes as intoxicated episodes. Understanding eventually came from her parent and then from her husband, Rod. “I was very lucky to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs took office work after moving, but often hid her condition. She was dismissed from one job, in part due to time off during episodes. Her breakthrough diagnosis came in the early 2000s at a national hospital.
Still, the inability to organize life around unpredictable pain took its effect. She particularly disliked being unable to plan social events, being seen as unreliable as a colleague, and even having to be looked after by her children during the incapacitation caused by the worst episodes. “It steals from you of the simple freedoms we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She remembers obtaining tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a facility.
Headaches have been described throughout history. “The first account of headache comes by way of the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write authors in a publication on the topic. They linked the ailment to an malevolent entity who afflicted his sufferers' heads.
Historical medical records suggest unusual treatments for what some experts would describe as a migraine. In the middle ages, severe headache was identified as a separate condition, with treatments including bloodletting to other, more folk cures.
It was a Dutch doctor who provided the initial comprehensive description of a cluster-type attack. In his writings, he describes a patient “suffering with a very severe headache occurring and vanishing daily at fixed hours”.
The disorder were only officially recognised by global medical societies in 1988. From the 1960s to the late 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a issue with a key artery which delivers blood to the brain. Leading specialists in treating the condition note this.
In the late 1990s, researchers published the results of a study for which they had induced attacks in patients and monitored the episodes in a imaging machine. The data, published in a prominent journal, showed increased activity of the a brain region, which is responsible for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in pain, and a deactivation when they felt better.
In spite of such advances, diagnosis remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's attacks began in 1986 and felt like “a modelling balloon being inflated behind my one eye”. GPs thought he had sinus problems; he underwent multiple surgeries before eventually being diagnosed in recently, after a doctor researched his complaints.
Specialists say delays in diagnosing and managing happen because patients are seldom seen during an episode. “You're exhausted and depressed, but not in severe pain,” a doctor says. He proceeds by ruling out other primary headache conditions, such as tension-type headache, before confirming the disorder. A detailed patient history is essential: on which side do signs occur? For how long? What time of year? Are there precipitating factors, such as alcohol? Specific characteristics such as tearing, sagging eyelids and nasal congestion help verify the diagnosis. Once identified, patients may be referred to dedicated clinics. But a lot of first go to emergency rooms or are given inadequate treatments.
A charity trustee, in her late seventies, has suffered from the condition for most of her adult life, although she has been free from an episode since recent years. When she was in her 20s, she had her molars pulled because dentists misunderstood her symptoms. She believes dentists still need much more education. When another patient sought help from a charity, it was Chapman who responded. The author recalls calling a helpline during an bout in 2021; a reassuring advisor talked me through oxygen therapy and drugs until the episode passed.
National guidance on treatment recommend that sufferers are offered high-dose oxygen therapy and/or a specific medication administered by injection. No oral painkillers or opioids should be used. Prophylactic options include a blood pressure medication, which apparently helps manage the bouts of some individuals.
But consultant neurologists believe the guidance need revising to reflect a clearer treatment pathway and help general practitioners avoid misprescribing. For episodic patients, timing is everything: “The length of the cycle determines the treatment.” Brief cycles with infrequent attacks are managed with acute treatment alone. Longer or more intense periods require preventives such as verapamil, sometimes paired with corticosteroids. Many patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a bout – an procedure into the side of the head where the pain is that decreases nerve signals.
The official guidelines need updating to reflect a